watching the biggest loser- where are they now…
Feeling inspired.
Ok, yes..it’s reality TV, but I can relate to this show. And watching, while feeling inspired, I feel guilty as well. Guilty, and like I failed or something. I ate like crap tonight…not junk, but carby and my portions sucked. I feel like a fatty.
I dislike nights where Pam works…I feel like there’s no time for me. I feel I need to feed K, feed PG…get them ready for bed, and then make something for me to eat. By then it’s 7:30 and I’m starving. Like tonight…damnit. I need to meal plan better, or have an afternoon snack later…something.
I don’t know why I’m dwelling…well, probably because I feel I let myself down, I feel ashamed maybe, embarrassed and maybe a little angry.
I need to get in to see an RD…
Going to do the dishes and try to stop dwelling.
Dave Wallach @ Pace of Chicago
