getting ready for a bbq, should be a good time.
…fun day with the fam. PG’s first baseball game, office outing, trip to Target, BG defects and Pitch Men. Good night.
I’ve had a nagging feeling of impending doom lately when watching both girls. Ok, maybe not that extreme. I suppose I’m having a hard time adjusting to juggling the needs of two children plus mine when we’re hanging out. With Kae I had a comfort zone…I mean she’s 4, and I think I know her pretty well. Now adding PG to the mix has thrown me for a loop.
I feel like a failed circus juggler, minus the flaming batons, after a day with Kae and PG. I just haven’t found that comfort zone yet…part of that stems from working full time, and feeling like I’m playing catch up with PG. It’s hard balancing both. I felt this way when Kae was an infant…and sure, it got easier. I found the groove.
I think I’ve been also been thrown for a loop because I assumed it would be easy. That yeah, we’d done this with Kae- this will be a piece of cake. I assumed PG would be just like Kae. Boy was I wrong. She’s her own person, has her own needs, likes, routine, etc. All the “tricks” I learned with Kae, I figured would work for PG…nope. A few maybe, but it has felt like starting over in a way. It’s been challenging but fun getting to know PG.
And while I’m not 100% comfortable, I’m sure it will get easier (it will, won’t it?) as we get to know each other…because different is good!
…it’s Friday, you ain’t got no job, and you ain’t got shiat to do! I yearn for a Friday like that!
What a week. Work was busy, PG started daycare, Pam went back to work some. Not too shabby.
Hasn’t it? Though realizing how far I am from where I want to be, bummed me out a little. oh well…I’ll get there. Until then a work in progress will have to do.
…doing this month’s activity report. Can’t wait to watch Royal Pains tonight…*sigh* Monk’s replacement(?)
my hump day agenda- pitch a cool idea to the higher-ups, go on a sales call, make goods, traffic, be awesome, watch Mythbusters…
…while Pam worked.
PG had her first day at daycare and seems ok. Time for sleep…busy day tomorrow.
We’re doing a whole lot of nothing. Tomorrow is a full day- MGs, traffic, 2 presentations for Wed to get ready, orders to enter…
I promise longer posts at some point.
While the ladies are chillin’ at home on summer vacay…I’m at work.
